I never thought I’d be grateful to be me
I never imagined that today, at the ripe age of 39, I would be so grateful to be me.
Eight years ago I was trying to find my way out of a life that felt increasingly like it was happening to me rather than being created by me. I faced addiction, depression, anxiety — and beneath all of it, an aching question I couldn’t silence: is this really all there is?
That question drove me everywhere—therapy, a Master’s degree, anything that could explain why we hurt ourselves the way we do. And still…nothing fundamental changed.
That’s because evolution of mind and integration of wholeness is not an intellectual pursuit. It must be lived as it is alchemized in the body. That’s what Quantum TLC™ is for.
This discovery of WEL-Systems® came at a time when I was about to give up. I was at rock bottom – using at work again, lying to my then-partner-now-husband, knowing that if I kept going, I would choose to die.
By all external accounts, my life was great. I had the job I worked toward, a kind partner, a home.
But internally, I was dying.
There’s something profoundly defeating about accomplishing everything you worked hard for … yet still feeling empty inside. Like your life feels like it belongs to anyone but you. Like your mind is working against you.
This is why no matter how much you learn, if you don’t experience living it, you’ll be trapped in a loop of habituation. It’s the illusion that prevails in society that if you know better, you’ll do better. But, it’s a trap …
So when I found WEL-Systems, my body knew way before my mind caught up. Meeting Sheila Winter Wallace changed my life forever. I met her at a wellness fair at the lobby of StatsCan.
I remember standing there, watching this woman with white hair staring at her phone. Her table was plain, and everything on her display sheet was unfamiliar to me. I had no idea what any of it meant – but something about her drew me in. So I waited for her to look up.
Once she did, we spoke for two hours. We spoke about the body, about energy, and about what actually matters in life. By the end, Sheila invited me to her monthly Conversations that Heal. It was $20. But even then I wasn’t going to go. That’s how low my trust was. I couldn’t handle being disappointed again.
So instead I went to her daughter’s jewelry sale where I met another woman who invited me to join the conversations. Something about her sharing her truth drew me in, so I went. And – my heart beats as I type this – my life transformed forever. For the first time in my life, something didn’t just make sense, it landed.
It’s not like I didn’t understand what she communicated with me. I’d heard it all before – I was well studied and read, after all.
But what I didn’t know is exactly how all that I intellectually knew applied to me in my daily life, right here, right now. What I discovered about myself wasn’t just information – it was an experiential shift that pertained directly and specifically to me, my experience, my nervous system, in that moment. Turns out, THAT is what makes The Difference.
Plus the unusual format of the space – four hours, three women, no interruptions. No rushing. No dismissing. No hurrying. No performance. And no 55-minute hour.
This was the first time in my life where I could be the full measure of myself and tell the truth of my experience. And I witnessed other women doing the same. It wasn’t pretty. But it did dissipate the shame we each carried around the false belief that we are alone.
For someone like me, who has sought her whole life to live in and from truth, this was the Oxygen I had been waiting for. I was hooked.
Since then, I have gone on to create a magical life for myself; a life that belongs to me.
My home is peaceful. My husband is Present. My son is the Soul I knew I’d birth. My work enlivens me and keeps me in conversations that matter. I don’t know what work-life balance is, because my life is in flow.
I live in the quiet of the woods, and rejoice in the extreme weather polarities we experience here. As a refugee with the mindset of “fleeing” any discomfort, it feels grounding to know that I belong to this land. The nostalgia for my childhood home still exists, but I can tell the difference between what’s fantasy and what’s reality.
More than anything, this life has only happened because I discovered how to live by making aligned choices instead of defaulting to conditioning. This is why it’s important to recognize the moment you find yourself in so you don’t override it.
That’s a big claim. One I wouldn’t have trusted a few years ago. And I didn’t believe it until I lived it.
What I discovered in my journey didn’t just make sense – it became how I live.
If you feel an internal pull to explore this deeper for yourself, the place to start isn’t with more information — it’s with learning how to notice the moment you overide yourself in real time.
That’s exactly what the Decloaking introduction walks you through.
It’s simple, and it changes how you begin to relate to what’s happening inside you.
If you've tried fixing your thoughts, managing your emotions, or manifesting your way out of the mess — and nothing has changed...
This is for you.
You’ve tried thinking your way out of it.
This is where you finally feel your way through.
In this powerful, unfiltered first hour, you’ll begin to:
Hear the voice of truth beneath the noise of trauma
Understand why therapy, meditation, or manifestation haven’t worked
Feel the difference between fear-based coping… and soul-based knowing
Reconnect to the part of you that never needed fixing in the first place
Consider this your wake-up call. A transmission. An invitation to stop looking outside yourself — and finally trust what’s already inside.
Because you already have the answers. You know that from that voice that just won’t leave you alone. This helps you hear it and show you how to live by it.
Listen to the first hour of Decloaking for free — and discover what happens when you stop managing your pain… and start trusting your body.
“Decloaking and Living Authentically is a conversation that will take you into the much deeper dive of who you are, as the thinker behind it all. Change that, and a whole new way of being emerges from a much deeper truth.”
— Louise LeBrun, Founder
This first hour is your invitation to feel the difference for yourself.
Press play. You can’t unhear what you hear—and once you do, you’ll never meet yourself the same way again.
PS - The WEL-Systems® approach doesn’t define you — it gives you what you need to redefine yourself. Start here.
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