What mothering brings to the surface

A 10-day mini private retreat with yourself, about yourself, and the most intimate act you will ever engage in your life: mothering.

This stream of consciousness writing self-exploration guides you to inquire into the person your child is learning from.

Through daily writing, together we’ll explore and unpack how inherited patterns, beliefs, and assumptions shape our experience of mothering so you can begin to notice what gets in the way of parenting mindfully.

If you learn about yourself from writing and you are curious about mothering, join us.

June 20th | 10 stream of consciousness emails by Stela, delivered over 10 days | one exploration and unpacking call | $27 · Free for The Inner Ecosystem members

Because that something old surfaces in the moments you least expect

Sometimes it looks like a reaction that feels bigger than the moment calls for. Or like fear, agitation, guilt, or frustration. Perhaps it feels like a deep sense that something old has been awakened and will not be lulled back to sleep.

As a mother, you might find yourself wondering:

Why did that affect me so much?

Where is all this coming from?

Why does this feel familiar?

This is not about changing the child —

This is an invitation to become curious about you.

Because you know that modeling is the greatest teacher.

Because you trust that your evolution makes a difference.

Because you know that your child is learning who to be from you.

These emails come from the truth of my experience

The ten emails are written daily, with you. They are revelations of my own experience and questions that I hold as essential to ask ourselves if we want to parent differently.

They are questions that have surfaced through my own experience of mothering, healing, and becoming.

Over ten days, I'll share reflections drawn from that journey and invite you into your own.

If something surfaces for you during the inquiry, you're welcome to reply.

I will read every response to witness what is unfolding.

At the end of the experience, we’ll meet over Zoom to unpack what we discovered, together.

This is personal to me

Hi, I'm Stela Murrizi.

As a devoted mother to my son, I know what it takes to consider that my beliefs weren’t my own. They were inhereted, and they were detrimental to my well-being, and my son’s.

Questioning those beliefs has freed me to create a far more expansive life than I imagined possible, both for myself and my son.

My goal is to raise a child connected to himself, not the cues of culture. For that to happen, self-reflection is the key. Because monkey see, monkey do. If you want your child to live a better life, you have to become the permission for them to do so.

That’s why I created this offer.

One question. Thirty minutes. Ten days.

Each morning you'll receive a stream of consciousness reflection from me with a single line of inquiry — your invitation to write for 30 minutes without editing, censoring, or looking for the right answer.

Thirty minutes sounds like a lot, until you consider that you've been carrying this for thirty years. The writing is not a task; it is an invitation to step outside of managing your experience long enough to actually have it.

The intention is to create space for what your body already knows. When the thinking mind softens, something older, deeper, and truer gets room to speak.

Each day's inquiry builds upon the last, creating a guided journey of self-discovery and awareness over ten days.

“The great question is: are you willing to commit to your Self for 10 consecutive days, every day, without faltering?” - Louise LeBrun

Select your experience — you'll choose your tier on the checkout page.

$27 — 10 Day Writing Experience
10 daily reflections. 1 group exploration and unpacking call. A small group of women exploring this line of inquiry together.

$199 — 10 Day Writing Experience + Daily Personal Response
Everything above, plus I read your writing every day and respond with the truth of what it awakens in me and ask the questions that help you go deeper. Every day the experience becomes richer because you have another perspective meeting yours.

$399 — 10 Day Writing Experience + Daily Personal Response + Private Session
Everything above, plus one private session after the ten days to integrate what surfaced.